Take this with a grain of salt. I’ve been there: the best advice I can give is to stop going a crap about your stutter. Allow it to be a part of you, but do not let it define you. That’s how I went from struggling in love to engaged. And I’m gay. Gays are MEAN if you’re different at all. You are worth so much, you are worthy of love. Kind people are out there, you just need to find them.