the issue is that I think all this stuttering happened bcz I get a trauma from finding out that I don't have a father bcz he left me and never looked for me and having only my single mom living in my grandparents house with other uncles they were kinda enslaving me by making me do extra shores and making me sleep on the floor and punish me and whenever I cried they slap my mouth and tell me to shut up so I always went into the bathroom and cried while holding my mouth until I couldn't breathe fearing that they would hear me