Maybe we stutter cuz we are fed up from the bs that we see

Maybe we stutter cuz we are fed up from the bs that we see _ you see , we don't stutter alone right , we became so ourself when we are alone, atleast in my case , but just when family come home , just when we go outside , it feels like everything suffocating _ especially when you are a nice guy in world where they say that's nice guy have bad energy , which lead to makes life bullying him , when you see and want how things must worked but only you get is just bull*it , trauma , bullying , humiliation , from family , so called friends , coworkers , society _ the same cycles it happens, the same people behaviors repeat , nothing like daydreamings , nothing like we want in fiction , real life is different... Is real and tough ... That doesn't need a weak spirit _ the thing with stuttering is not about confidence , is really relate to so much factors that you need to treat , whether is physical or psychological or neurological , your relations with people , with your bad deeds , with whatare you doing right now ,with your hobbies ....what are you invest your energy and time ... And with what mental framework you're in ... And experiences you need to get , and development with perceptions and consciousness that came with time _ thats why sometimes you dont benefits from solution posts in reddit or in youtupe cuz you didnt get the experiences nor the same causes that lead you to same perception they have to treat_cure_fix their problems whether it's stuttering or any mental health problem _ for me right now i feel fedup from disrespect , the ignorance , those smirks , mockery , treat me like down person , like retard , while you just like them or better but just nerfed , thats what makes me i dont feel difference between home and outside cuz now to me my perceptions is so high now i understand and saw how the patterns repeat in a same way , how things always happend the same and nobody change for you , nobody cares nobody even trying to be freind with you , what's funny when you see that fromm people with same disability like stuttering or loneliness ... Like in the end .. you have only yourself , and you only can be a true friend to urself _ i repeat that's in my case .. i know some will disagree cuz they have better conditions and people who understand them ... Im fed up from you too 😹 ... cuz you dont understand that's there's different cases to anyone , and from stutter discord mods that banning me 10 times cuz i was serious about fixing stutter , or from this reddit that misunderstood my posts while let anyone post wherever ... _ like this i feel free .. i feel better ... I feel like i dont care about anybody else , i dont care about respect , or value to people unless it's present strongly within me , i dont have a single fear to high positions ... _ i cant sell my identity just to be in illusion that im like anyone else , to be or not to be , thats my value to people only when i fit with them ? _ i dont care if my English is bad atleast i dont dépend on ai in everything .. _ in the end this is subreddit will be in same posts of misery and acceptance preaching .... _ In my case the acceptance will not remove the feeling of insecurity , it will haunt me everytime , to me is about to overcome all your fears and doubts , live freely and make things in how it need to work whether you have stutter or not , to be that person that i wanted to be _ is not manifestation, is my right , with all the pressures and sturggling and feel of shame i putted in , that's what help to awaken my truself that i need to be in face of world who treat stutterers as jokes while we've been rotten waiting for cure in our big 2025