Thank you, my friend. But I have been to many speech therapists and they all said similar things. In fact, sometimes my speech is so "normal" that people say I'm making fun of stutterers and that I don't stutter. It's very strange, but yes. I also thought that if I could calm myself down with antidepressants and suppress my excitement, I could overcome it, but it seems that antidepressants may cause me great difficulties in my later life. I didn't want to numb my brain.