This Stutter is hindering my choices for my FUTURE

This Stutter is hindering my choices for my FUTURE Hey guys! So, as the title states, yes, it does stop me from doing what i had planned to do. What i was really planning to do is: 1. Get my GED Certificate, then uni maybe 2. Study either Web Development or Game Development 3. Work hard for a Management Position 4. Find someone, Get Financially stable, Create a Family 5. Don't give a damn and stutter all the way to reach these goals Now, it looks like a nice goal, To me atleast. But, i just can't go with it. It looks to good to be true that i'll achieve these goals as a severe-stutterer. I can barely hold a conversation for long and already be exhausted, then would try to do all it takes to end the conversation right away. Truthfully, i haven't really went to any speech therapist as i really don't believe they could help me and i'm not financially stable for that too. I know i'm still young and i shouldn't waste my time bothering myself forever with something like this. I know i just gotta study and learn to change my life but i can't motivate myself enough to do it. I just don't know anymore. I'm working in a factory job and i barely need to talk at all. I find it a little convenient for me but, as you know, the pay is less. I want to go work for like a corporation and earn more but, i know everything up there INVOLVES TALKING and like A LOT OF IT too. I can no longer lie to myself that i'll be able to do it. To those who had it BAD and not just moderate nor mild. How did you survive the society with this disability and were you able to control your stutter? Do you think mechanical techniques such as breathing and practices such as reading a book out loud works too? I can feel 75% of my other self is content with my job and to be a loser forever but i still have the rest in me wanting to work this out and live life to it's fullest. I guess it's the 25% that made me post this. I just need some kinda help. Thank you...