> I feel like as I get older and my life gets more serious it’ll be a problem Nope, just stop right there. Don't start doubting yourself now. I feel extremely confident in saying that childhood & the teenage years are by far the worst of it for most of us. If you can manage to make it to 19 & not let it affect you much up to that point, you'll be just fine. I'm only 33, so not old by any means, but trust me when I say it gets infinitely easier as you get older. If you're not there yet, you'll come to realize you're just as deserving of the things you want as anyone else. So go to med school if that's what you want. You got this.