>I could have 2 hour conversation with the shopkeeper but couldn't utter the item I was supposed to get. Makes me the believe the whole disorder is psychological, atleast for you. >I know she didn't mean to hurt me but it made me really depressed and frustrated. The first time incident like this happens with us, it gets printed to our brain permanently. I still remember mine as clear as day. It was 2013, and I joined a new school for high standard, and I blocked for the first time in my life while introducing myself 5-6 times. Felt terrible for myself for weeks. There was no one with me, when that happened. I wasn't active on reddit or other forums. What can I suggest to you is, don't hold onto the bad incidents. Let them die off. Easier said than done. I haven't been able to do it myself, but maybe, you can do it?