Sometimes I am also just afraid. The past few days I have been. Especially around my mom I have been avoiding speaking on the phone. But for the past few days I have been able to speak well on the phone or in meetings when I was alone. At least for me I know, I should not overthink this otherwise I will start stuttering badly again The world isn't so simple. Some days I also think that my life would be perfect if I just stopped stuttering but who am I lying to. Things are much more complicated than that.