Getting older. I'm 46 and I just don't care what people think anymore. What I give my energy to is a lot different to what I did 20 years ago. So it's simply a case of getting older snd giving less of a damn. Sure, I still have bad days and it still gets to me but it's part of me and if anything it's driven me to prove people wrong. My Gran's lived with her stutter for 91 years and she's an inspiration to ne honest.