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I'm feeling some contradictions in your post. First you say you can't have conversations because of the stutter, but you also say you don't care that you stutter and have accepted it. So first I'd ask, why can't you have conversations? Why *can't* you go out and make friends and meet women? What is really stopping you? I don't mean that in like a loaded question way, I'm just inviting some reflection. Usually people would say it's because they fear ridicule or rejection. Other people might say they feel ashamed or insecure. Other people might say stuttering is just fucking exhausting and it's difficult to work up the motivation to have a knock-down drag-out fight with your body for multiple hours in a row (that's me!). Or maybe it's all of those things. Like you've already said you know, your stutter is never going to completely go away. So my advice is to find something you can work toward progress with. And the reason I was asking you to find should be that 'thing'. But to answer your question (and I know I say this here a lot), plenty of stutterers live happy and full lives. They have careers, romances, children, hobbies, friends, the whole shebang. You will be one of them, eventually! You should also keep in mind that a lot of those things you're feeling are shared by most 24 year olds, even being non-stutterers. Shit's just hard. You'll make it through. Just break it down into manageable challenges.