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Whole class laughed at me today. I stuttered a bit when the teacher asked me a question, and then some people from my class started mocking me. The teacher laughed at me too, nearly the whole class actually. I'm gonna fucking lose it, why is this happening to me? Why was I born like this? I can't control my stuttering and people just look at me as some sort of idiot or freak. My whole life it's been like this. I'm gonna fucking snap soon. When your whole life you've had this problem, people don't understand and they just laugh at you, it just drives me crazy. I'm just so angry at this world.
Themes
Anticipation & AvoidanceEmotional ExperienceIdentity & Disability
Subthemes
Feared Words & NamesShame & EmbarrassmentFrustration & AngerAnxiety & Social JudgmentStigma & Bullying