So okay I tried that but I've gotten these conclusions - their tone doesn't seem nice, I feel like I'm bothering them when they can help someone else or I'm asking a dumb q I can find on their website, or when they hang up in a rushed manner, I feel like why even? I want to do that too. I really do. I feel so bad bc I'm applying for jobs and I do receive calls from the companies (assuming for an interview) but I don't pick up and it leads to voicemail. It's embarrasing. Yeah it's all in my head - it truly is. When I'm on my own it's fine but when I'm out and about it's not fine. Okay so here's a q - how do you accept it? Like what steps do I need to do? I hear all the time once you accept it, it's easier but how?