I'm having an especially hard time with my stutter right now too. It's so frustrating and isolating. It's hard to connect with people or just do the things you need to do. A lot of people take fluency for granted and have no idea what it would be like to struggle to speak. Feel free to message me for support :) Also, you absolutely can and should go to college despite your stutter. Will it be a bit harder, yeah for some things. But people who stutter are smarties so you'll excel so much in your classes the stutter will matter a lot less. You don't have to join the clubs and all the other exhausting stuff they try to make freshmans do. Colleges have ways of providing accommodations for people like us as well. There will be some type of counselor you can talk to about accommodations for oral assignments, class participation, schedule, ect, and professors have to honor it.