Yes, this is easily the part that bothers me the most. Everyone is laughing and joking and having fun? I can't join in, I will 100% kill the mood. People have commented that they don't like hanging out with me because I'm no fun. Everyone is sharing stories and stuff? I can't join in. It'll turn into a ten minute teeth pulling session that no one understands what I'm saying. After everyone else's story, it starts a conversation "how was it, where did you go, etc?". After I tell mine, the topic is swiftly changed to be on someone else. It feels so lonely and repressing.