I agree with randomalt9999. I was in an awful state for the first half of the year two years ago and if I tried to push myself to do stressful situations, I would have done more bad than good. I’m currently in a great place. Met a lot of new people at college, I’ve got a lot of friends at work and I’m focused on getting my career sorted. I’ve got enough positives in my life to keep on track when stressful stuttering situations occur. I know what you mean though, you need to jump into the deep end at some point, why not now? I thought the same when I was depressed but now I realize there’s definitely a time and place where you’ll be more successful