Aww that's ok. Every word of every person commenting in here is helping me out, with their thoughts and concern and that does mean a lot to me. I totally agree every stutter is different and so is the person. I just can't see a way out of this unless someone helps me out in real life because they end up treating me like some inefficient, incompetent idiot. I'm not blaming me anyone but my own self because this misery is making me feel depressed.