Thanks for sharing. Based on my experience, I agree 100% with what you write here. My confidence and self-esteem must be better. But the thing is, although it is not bad at all, I must make it better. Now it feels like 100% "neutral" and I need to turn this. I just don't know exactly how. Having a good career (doing what I do in a great way) and getting achievements such as running a half marathon in under 2 hours can help for a short period I know. But I still need to find a way to get a long-term effect of it.