I've tried numerous CBTs but nothing really helped. None of antidepressant drugs worked , too.It is more about not being able to fulfill ambitions, because stuttering still brings you down at some point. It's like breaking your head through a wall. I'm talking about it on my YT channel, but it's in Polish ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1Hp5alcPY8 ) , if you can translate it, you'll understand what I'm talking about.In fact, I was an photographer with numerous achievements. While good fluency is not necessary in photography - on the other hand success and result of bigger film projects depends very much on the ability to manage large groups of people (directing, producing) . If something goes wrong on a movie set, then my stuttering gets worse by 90%, It makes me feel helpless and I want to run away