Im sorry it didnt work out for you. My experience with therapy is sometimes its 1 step forward and 2 steps back. I remember I was at a party and it took me a solid 3 minutes to get my name out...and I was in therapy at the time. It was very frustrating and depressing. Looking back at it I think I was going waaay beyond my comfort zone with the SLP and I didn't realize how much fear I still had. That caused everything to snowball for me and made me feel crappy for a while. Hang in there.