First of all, just know that YOU ARE AWESOME !! Second, do not be scared. Third, Google "Stuttering + YouTube" or "Stuttering + Podcasts" and see how other PWS (people who stutter) are breaking the molds and stepping outside of their comfort zones to live their best life. Plus, there are some amazing organizations out there (National Stuttering Association, American Institute for Stutterers, Campaign, Stutter Friends, etc) to help.....just reach out. We are all in this together and you don't have to let your stutter control your life.