I do feel down due to my stutter and i feel ashamed whenever i talk, but that doesn't mean people actually care if i do (trust me, smart people and true friends don't care whether you stutter or not, they'll listen your thoughts and ideas with great interest especially if you're helping them with something). But of course there are those assholes that put us down and they laugh at us but when i see someone who's laughing at me i usually laugh as well, i don't know why i do that but maybe it's because i understand why they're laughing and in that moment i find myself kind of stupid so i laugh at myself? Idk but i see your parents support you already and that's already great, it'll be difficult to make friends, but if i made it i'm sure you can do it as well