In my presentations, all the class suddenly looks at me pathetically and they think that I'm nervous, guys I'm not nervous... I speak usually like this, I really get hurted from the way they're looking at me, the look of confusion in their eyes, like if I'm speaking another language... I'm that hyper active person who likes to tell jokes and speak alot, but I think so much before speaking, should I speak? Should I tell that joke? Should I answer that teacher's question? I just wanted to speak normally like the others.. I fell like it forces me to stay silent, its not my personality.. I like to speak alot.. Also bullying, It stuttering started in 5th grade "I'm in 11th grade now", boys at school laughed at me once when I was telling the teacher an answer of a question.. girls also make fun of me, I'm a girl btw, but you know what's the worst part? MY OWN FAMILY, MY OWN MOTHER, FATHER AND FAMILY MEMBERS, make fun of me.. my parents told me once to stop faking stuttering, faking lol. My parents don't care about this, they don't know how it affects me negatively.. once a doctor knows my father wanted to help but he told her that Its not effecting me negatively, and I'm pretty good.. Hearing this hurted me even more.