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Going to doctors is the worst 🤦🏻♀️ Went up to check in and got stuck on my last name and said sorry to the desk lady. My mom had to say it for me, but she always gets irritated when I get stuck on my words especially in public like I cannot control it. Luckily desk lady was so patient and kind. The worst part was after my mom said it for me I felt extra embarrassed because she seems so annoyed that I bursted into tears. Tried to be quiet and wipe them without anyone noticing. I had a mask on so it kinda helped hide it. I've never gotten so emotional like this after stuttering so I can't stop thinking about it lol. Going to the doctors or anywhere that requires me to say my name or check in literally is my worst nightmare. I get so much anxiety I feel sick & can't sleep the night before. Just wanted to let this rant out somewhere that feels safe. <3