postr/StutterAugust 13, 2019

SHAME ON ME | Suicide

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SHAME ON ME | Suicide Hello My Friends :) Sorry if my English language is bad Actually I have a stuttering in hole my life , since I was 8 years old , now I’m 23 years old , I was having a lot of problems because stuttering , but I skipped this problems , like “ how I can speak to my professor? “ , “ how I can order a burger from the cashier? “ and literally in the current time I believe those issues are not a real problems. Now I’m 23 years old and my problem that “ I’m sorry but I lost my life because I don’t have a friends , no girlfriend, my relationship with my family is bad because stuttering, I’m feeling like when you grow up , your problems will become different! Now I have a good job oh that’s great yes but also I will lose my mind, The last time I talked to a friend it’s before 7 months, I’m alone,that’s enough, literally that’s enough, I can’t continue in my life as a robot, Work>Eat>Sleep , it’s an infinite loop , I’m living in anxiety in 24/7 , I’m sorry but I think if I stopped my life I will be very comfortable with myself, sorry I’m saying that and I believe in that, I spend a lot of time , many to solve my stuttering, but I can’t,nothing happens , SHAME on me to live like that , SHAME Please : This’s my experience, I found the Suicide match my requirement, don’t act like me , maybe you have a chance or your destiny different from me.

Themes

Anticipation & AvoidanceCauses & VariabilityEmotional Experience

Subthemes

Feared Words & NamesAvoidance & SubstitutionHiding & ConcealmentStress & Fight/FlightPropositionality & WeightAnxiety & Social Judgment