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Was in a relationship we broke up but we’re still friends. We went to school and found out we have a new student. I literally told myself that I’ll get a girlfriend before I graduated High school. Since she was a new student & she didn’t know no one. She sat alone and I walked and sat on the opposite side of the table of her and started talking to her. I just asked her things like where she was from (NH) and stuff she liked. I stuttered a bit while talking to her but she didn’t really mind or looked at me like I was special or some shit. I found out she loved the stuff I loved and that she was a introvert like me. I don’t talk to anyone even family since I stuttered so I kept to myself mostly. I asked her if she had a boyfriend and she did and that he lived in Texas (We live in SC). After she said that I decided that I would rather be friends with her since she was cool. We talked until our first class started. And after class when every she was free or during lunch we talked and hangout after class. During lunch we would go get pizza together. Come back and eat together while talking. Other kids started saying we were dating since we hangout all the time. I told her about it and we both laughed it off. After a month we started hanging out at each other homes. Specifically hers more. Her parents had 20 acres of land, a barn, lake, chickens, and goats. The goats sucked ass because they’ll just ram you for no fucking reason. They also had a dune buggy I loves to drive around(until it broke). Also her parents allowed us to smoke and drink in her barn. 420 for life. Every now and then I would ask her if she didn’t mind I stuttered and she always reassured me that she didn’t care and that it was apart of who I was. She never finished my sentences or got visibly aggravated when I start to stutter. She literally never brought it up that I stuttered in a conversation unless I did. We became best friends quickly and whenever she want to her boyfriends house in TX. She would call me to talk to her boyfriend to become friends with me. After a year they ended up breaking up. Long distance relationship and we were in the last year of high school & we be stressed and crap. After a month I asked her if she wanted to go out to eat. Just so you know I asked her out to eat because I thought she was feeling bad or depressed about the break up but she told me she wasn’t. After we finished eating we just walked around and then proceeded to walk 5 miles towards my house just talking. I didn’t even notice it but I was relaxed around her and I didn’t stutter that much. After we got to my house. We talked for a bit waiting for her uber and I mustered up some courage to ask her out and Literally word for word she said (I thought this was already a date). After she said that I tried to change the subject because I was embarrassed as hell and I couldn’t really believe she liked me. Soon her Uber came and we awkwardly exchanged hugs (I didn’t really hug any of my female friends around my age). Soon after we hangout at her house and smoked in her barn and she brought up that I asked her out and we dated for year and half until we had to end it. I was too self conscious about my stuttering and I thought she was just with me just because she pity me. We still talk about it though. But dude if you want to talk to girl and your self conscious about your stuttering just go for it. Just have confidence in yourself. Girls don’t judge you on how you look or if you stutter. They only care about your personality. Just be your fucking self