Hi, just saw you scrolling trough new, I never stuttered but I'm a heavy marijuana user: Weed tends to make people overly self-conscious, and I fear that ever since you might have been in a downward spiral because you notice your fluency failing, so you want it not to which causes you to stress out even more... Stranger, you got this! Breathe, take your time, it is safe to assume that the people close to you mean you well and want you to succeed instead of judging - why the hurry? One step at a time, everybody cooks with water.