It’s not worth it at all. Life is so valuable and we shouldn’t let our disabilities get in the way of it. Also stuttering is a big anxiety thing too so the harder you make it on yourself the worse your stutter is going to get. This is much easier said than done but stop caring what other people think about it. No one knows you like yourself or your close ones so why would you let people ruin your life like that? Head up, I’ve been in your shoes and it just gets 100x easier when you stop caring and you can laugh at yourself. If all of the members of this group can make friends, have spouses, and everything else then you for sure can too. You got this