You are misunderstanding me. A lot. 1. Wanting something to be a certain way does not make it that way. 2. How did you determine I was mad? Was it *my tone*? (Which I used only to illustrate a point. Please see edit.) 3. When I was having severe blocks, an angry tone was the only way I could get words out. I can ASSURE you, tone matters, resulting in me choosing to go mute for periods of time . Try walking into a deli and saying “CAN! I PLEASE! HAVE A TURKEY ON RYE!!