I'm tired of all of you acting like stuttering isn't a big deal

I'm tired of all of you acting like stuttering isn't a big deal stuttering has caused me to hate everything just the fact of me thinking about my old classmates moving much higher than me in life is enough to ruin my day I'm tired of all of you in this server with your little fucking pep talks and your useless advices that DON'T work. I turned 18 a couple of days ago and things are still shit ​