Very True we didn't get to enjoy our 20s because of Stuttering Enjoying is a very Different Word i would say we didn't get to live life to our fullest potential of what we can become and do. This memories of ptsd are still with me i am 26 now and i don't think it will go away easily it's like they are so deep and do personal that it will be a hard time getting out of this Traumatic memories That part of our life is just gone and never coming Back and we have to Accept it and live with it