Ok so answer some of your questions, I don’t think life will get worse, in fact schooling days are harder. You will get a job with the right skill set… software engineer, IT related job that have less interaction. And as far as no girlfriend or friends, everyone wants to be friends with a successful person. Focus on your college education. Nothing else is important. Oh and football games.. I’ve never been to one too and didn’t care about it and I don’t stutter (here for my son who stutters)! So again focus on your college education, no one really cares about anyone in college and their disabilities.