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13f just ranting I've always had a stutter and it's died down a bit but it's still lingering, mainly when i read aloud or if i get flustered with strangers, i never really stutter around friends or family. I've moved about five times and it's gotten worse around that time so it's partly stress related but also genetic for my grandfather had it. I'm just disappointed it's still here after eight years of it pestering me and I get so annoyed when i can't say a word that isn't even that hard to say. My parents thought about giving me speech therapy but they didn't think it would help much, I'm still awkward around strangers now (introvert lol) and eight year old me would of hated it, and talking about a topic that angered me so much would of just fueled the fire. I'm tempted to do it now but i also don't know if it's worth it or not, I'm still holding out hope that it will be gone during my teenage years. It's so embarrassing when i get confused looks from people when i stutter, and i can't imagine myself five years down the road having the same problems i do now. Thanks for reading my little rant lol