Hey brother, I know how hard it is . But I wanna recommend this man to you not only you but to every stutterer out there. His name is Lee Lovett . You can search him on TikTok or or youtube. He wrote a book about stutterer. And he had helped thousands of stutterer. I recently joined his platform. Were we practice how to talk fluently. Not only me is in the platform but I have seen upto 30 stutterer joining his group daily practice. Give it a try.