I also felt that way when i was in grade school. I developed severe depression & also contemplated to end my life when I was about to enter high school because I cannot tolerate Bullying in School 😭😭😢. But fortunately with help from my family I am still here living, surviving even with a stutter. Stuttering can really feel like a curse, but I know you will survive it.. just hang on there...we are all rooting for you here. *virtual hugs*🙏.