How tf I’m pose to live life with adhd and a stuttering problem ts bogus ash
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How tf I’m pose to live life with adhd and a stuttering problem ts bogus ash I just wanna know who dealing with this shi to its like noting interest me I just graduated by the way and really tbh ion even know how tf I went through high school with this damn stuttering shi it’s like nobody knew. I avoided conversations and presentations as much as possible it was times I actually wanted to participate but my speech and anxiety just ain’t let me.Went to speech therapy my whole life elementary through high school and tbh that shi ain’t help a damn thing. People really don’t know me fr my mom don’t even know me fr cause I hide my true self from everybody ion know why I just do.l really been thinking to myself what’s the point of living if you can’t get a job cause u can’t focus for shi and can’t talk for shi and it’s like how tf I’m pose to have a family with ts how tf I’m pose to motivate my kids or give them advice if they need it. I tried getting into a relationship but I folded I mean I was trying my ass off I just wasn’t enough for her and I wasn’t even mad at her tbh I realize she has standards I’m just real like that like I can’t get mad at somebody cause they don’t fwm no more that’s just life after that I realize relationships just ain’t for me. I really can’t say the last time I was actually happy in life it’s like everyday a struggle for me it’s like people just don’t understand me and I literally feel like I’m just going completely insane mentally it be times I cry when I’m alone because of how f up i am in the head I can’t do nothing right and everybody just wanna down a nigga not knowing what I be going thru mentally I ain’t b*tching or nun cause I be thugging ts out day by day really starting not to give af bout what people say cause they not in my shoes. I just wanna run up sum money and get a house on the mountain with a dog or sum and live at the bih forever and watch anime.