When I was younger I didn't really talk until the 5th 6th grade. First thing first buddy. You gotta own it. Its you, I know its harder said than done. I'm 37 and im just now learning to control it. I work for Apple. That alone is a miracle. Once you own it make it friends will be a lot easier. They will love you for you. I'm not working on a short story called the stutter box, about my trials growing up stuttering and just now really being able to control it. I wish you the best for real I know the struggle with all my heart. When you have our issue you gotta have tough skin, you have to learn to let them words bounce off you. You have to learn to laugh at yourself as well. What got me through school is whenever I got mad for some reason I didn't stutter in a burst. So I was able to clown back, I'll have everyone laughing at you more than me. Or I'll drop my own stutter Joke, then say. That's all you got bru lol. Also try using an earbud as a DAF device, so you can hear your voice while your are talking. That has helped soo many.