I know stuttering can be difficult but I think negative emotion can increase stuttering. So try to find the positive emotion that you can while you search for a method that helps long term. Have you tried the McGuire Program? They have a self help book on Amazon for about 10 dollars that has given me a great start to what I feel is atleast a long term supplement for dealing with stuttering. The book is called Beyond Stammering: The McGuire Program for getting good at the Sport of Speaking