therapy time it's not easy, but it's not hard get some help and start moving forward, you won't believe this, but 23 is still so young, your peers that haven't had setbacks just haven't had setbacks *yet*. life is not linear. it's not over, you've barely finished the tutorial of life, really. you got this, so go out there and get it. if you have nothing to lose, great, use that, take some chances, do some things, the biggest opportunities in life happen by surprise.