I feel you. I always tell my friends that they should be grateful that they can speak fluently. I had a relative that was a bit younger than me but we were close enough. used to go to speech therapy sessions with him for a while. didn't see him for a year or so and then I saw he was totally fine. he had somehow cured completely using he therapy. (something that never worked on me) Growing up, this stuttering has caused a lot of discomfort for me and has changed my life massively. He might never know how much this will change his life but I know. I'm kinda happy for him but I just wish I was also like him...