First of all, you should literally write books. I’m being serious. Your story telling, grammar, and attention to detail story telling is impeccable . I can tell you like writing because somebody that didn’t wouldn’t be that good at it. Secondly, you will find your true love. It will come to you. They’ll accept you who you are. Source: me, I’ve stuttered mildly my whole life and been married almost 10 years now.