It's nobody's fault, no one intently placed a stuttering spell on you. Women from my experience don't care as long as it's not a big deal to you. And the ones that do care, don't worry about them. You aren't broken you are a stutter and that's ok. Most of us have had entire classrooms laugh at us as we try to express ourselves. It's a horrid feeling. But I learned if you keep talking eventually they start to listen to what you are saying they stfu. You have to own it and lose all fear of what others think, remember they are just humans no different from yourself.