I gave many fucks and am still sensitive. I passed as fluent as a backroom transactional lawyer after doing very well in law school by keeping my mouth shut as much as possible. Avoided interaction and sought out grind work others didn’t want. Found ways to avoid all but 5 in person negotiations in 10 years. Spent as little $$ as possible on everything. I was kind of a legal technician - writing and reading those long provisions no one reads.