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Getting worse on video call Whenever I do video calls I stutter so much more than I would do in real life. It’s extremely frustrating because ever since COVID and work from home, 99% of employers do interviews online now. I also feel like it’s harder for them to view you as an autonomous and real human being deserving of a future through video. They can’t hear you breathe, they can’t feel your presence, they can’t read your body language, you might as well be a TikTok livestream to them. What happens is that I freeze, my face can’t stop twitching, my throat closes up, and I literally forget how to compose sentences or use inflection, or pauses, or tone, or humor, etc. Just a rant because I fumbled 2 interviews so far and I have another one next week, online too, for a really nice job in criminal law that I really want. I’m just trying to get it through my brain that I can do better and that I’m not doomed to failure just because of the past.