Things are bad for stutterers upto high school, and it gets progressively better after that. Most people don't have time to make fun of you because they'retoo busy with their own shit like job, girlfriend, family, etc.... if you're carrying the mental baggage from your childhood, it might stop you from changing your perception of your own stutter, and you might end up shutting yourself off from the whole world. So try and let go of your childhood pain, because it will only hold you back from here on out. DM me if you want to talk.... ive worked on overcoming stutter my whole life, and maybe i can offer some advice