You're always welcome here. We're here to help and support one another. ​ >im only 13 years old So are all these emotions fake-child emotions that wants to get attention or are they real? Probably some of both. 13 is rough. Everything is changing. Your body chemistry is all broiling and weird. Those chemical changes certainly wreak havoc on your emotions. ​ >Im not good looking, im not strong, i don't talk much and when i talk i stutter alot. All of that is 100% fine. you should always love yourself for you. BUT... If you wanted to make some changes, do it! 13 is the perfect age to start working out. Strength conditioning and cardio are awesome for your emotions as well. You're going to feel good; I promise you. Very few people are blessed with good looks. Most of us are pretty average. But people see more than just our physical characteristics. They see our confidence and our kindness. If you're a dead average 5, confidence, kindness and grooming can put you up to a 7 or 8. Look through the family photos of pictures of your dad, uncles, or grandfathers at 20. That's going to give you a better idea of how you look, rather than the mirror. The mirror is awfully unkind at your age. Nothing wrong with being quiet if that's who you are. Nothing wrong with stuttering either. If you want to be more fluent, you can work on that as well. Talk to your parents and ask them to find you a SLP (Speech Language Pathologist) that specializes in stuttering. If you're willing to put in the work, you can improve your fluency. Like many of us, you may have had school-based speech therapy in the past. I found that school based therapy services are ineffective. Because they didn't work for me, I thought that speech therapy couldn't help me. It wasn't until I did the work with a real speech therapist that I was able to achieve fluency and overcome my stuttering.