I got a flash back. Oh god. So it was early 2020 that i had to enroll in a speech class that was 80% girls. Mind that i have a major stutter😅 like at time i just can't get shit outa my mouth and just freeze while trying. Plus i am super low confident too 😬. So i skipped the first and second class to dodge the introductions like i always did my entire academic life. Then i went to the third class and was surprised with the presentations day. Everyone had to come in front and give a small talk about some random topics that were assigned. I skipped a beat when i heard that. Well the time came, i went in front looked at those gazing eyes, that was the exact moment i was like 'oh shit, this room is actually full of girls, god help me'. And no miracle happened, it was kinda fucked up, i stammered as always, i got all those side eyes and akward no looks. The professor played as in it was a normal presentation but i knew he was speechless too. I somehow managed to stick around that day class and just decided that i'ma drop that course it cuz fuck that shit, I'll happily have an F in that. But then the miracle happened and covid struck the next day🤣 all our classes went online and with help of some cheeky tricks i managed to pass the course. Phew, i was actually worried about the course my whole degree and covid came in to save my ass xD