I was like that originally in my low 20s. Eventually I was like, alright, I'm never going to get anywhere so I put myself through college. I knew I was going from a slow boil into a frying pan for a while, but my goal was to punch through my issues. It's just been a giant trainwreck though, but I think it's more me just being unlucky though with where I was working and who I was working for.