Ok, you must attack stuttering differently. What I am going to tell you now, has worked for me (I have personally been trough this and so have hundreds of other people that do not stutter anymore). If you act on this your life (and videos) will be quite good in relatively short time. For many it's just in a matter for months. Get read the book HOW TO STOP STUTTERING & LOVE SPEAKING: EXPANDS ALL EDITIONS of "Stuttering & Anxiety Self-Cures" and work on the methods within that book. I have used this book myself and I am almost finished with stuttering now. It used to limit me a lot but now I can speak all the day long. One here on this community recommended the book to me and I am super glad I started to read it. The guy who wrote it stuttered badly for many years and he found ways to overcome it. He has used that knowledge to coach stutterers from pws to pwss and have written four versions of that book based on the knowledge he gained from coaching, He is most likely the person in the whole world with most knowledge about stuttering. He really wish to help stutterers to overcome stuttering and have coached stutterers (including me) for free so I can wholeheartedly vouch for this guy.