I understand you one hundred percent. A lot of people here might comment stuff like: face your fears, keep pushing etc. But every day shouldn't be life and death type of stress, and thats what it feels like. Now as for job options, any and every job will require communication and talking a little bit. But the less, the better. It depends how old are you, ur education etc. I would recommend a trade, learning a trade. You can make serious money and talking is MINIMAL. Electricians, plumbers, mechanics and HVAC is really hot right now (no pun intended). So maybe look into that. Or get into finance, financial analyst has no talking and u create tables on stats and atuff, u can do everything without a speaking a word. Lemme know what u think. And God bless I hope for the best.