I couldn’t get a sentence out today. I know the feeling of extreme embarrassing cringe. Couple days ago at the pharmacy there was a big line and I asked for sssssssssssssssssssssssudafed. Hurts just thinking about it! I’m 39 tho, have a wife and kids. Overall in life the good outweighs the bad. Just keep going to work and keep talking the best you can. It’s really the only thing we can do. It sounds corny, but count the blessing you do have.